I have 103 unread text messages

Hello, I have been gone for a while. I didn't even read my last post to know where I left off. There just isn't enough time. Time is what I am struggling with the most. I am not struggling in a stressful way. Of course there is stress, because everything is stressful, whether it be …

Karma is beautiful — when she’s not looking at you.

I have written and typed away over the last few months, though none of it was positive. I have cussed, and cried, and screamed. I believed that nothing was ever going to get better, and nothing was ever going to change. Then it did. It was as if Karma was like, hang on, sorry I'm …

Am I a liar?

It's a really simple questions, or you would think that it is. As I reflect I am trying to think of the times I have been accused of being a liar. I am driving my husband insane with the barrage of questions related to my honesty. I have been accused of being too honest. Blunt …

Unbelievable

My life has been completely unbelievable. I took the job of my dreams, and it has not turned out the way I had hoped. I love the job. However, recently a couple of my co-workers have taken it upon themselves to have me removed, while others are fighting for me to stay. They went as …

Balance

I haven't written in such a long time. I am rockin' some shit man! That won't be how others view it, but what I have learned is that everyone is different. I am a fast learner and I am teachable, approachable, and communicate well. All of this makes a world of difference. I am also …

Today, I took a step forward

I'm not afraid. That actually scares people. I can admit when I made a mistake, sincerely apologize........but I won't apologize for what someone else's behavior. I only took one step forward because I still have a lot of self doubt. I have to make a decision though. I could float in my tar pit of …

I did yoga in the bathroom

You probably think there is a joke there, there's not. Yesterday, I did yoga in the bathroom because I was tired and stressed. Today, I stretched in bed after I tried to sleep off a migraine. I didn't want to. I didn't want to do much of anything. But I did a little. I had …

Brain Bruise

First week of my new job and my brain hurts in places that I wasn't sure was functioning. So much information, some pushing and pulling, and setting up my office to be super cute. There are so many dynamics and while I catch on quickly, it is still a lot. The worst part though is …

Continued Self-Doubt

I know, we talked about getting out of our own way BUT it's hard and I'm struggling. I feel the need to justify. I feel like everyone is talking shit. Is "Keeping up with the Jones'" a syndrome? Do people even care that much? Yes, yes they do. That is why social media is out …

I have dogs

For those of you who know me, you know! For those of you who don't....well....I have dogs.....big dogs and one little dog. They came to us with a huge vote of confidence from someone else. We then felt that it was meant to be. Through the last year, we have gotten a lot of looks, …